rancidelle42

Thank you @GothicChurro

Hi! I'm about to be diagnosed with a moderate ADD case I think- they put me on meds and are making me talk about feelings idk. BUT that would be cool- I still really want to own a hearse at some point in my life.

I knooooooow- I was actually planning on going to some in 2020 and then this all happened. I ready for it to be over so we can resume concerts.

I've had it a few times but I never see dark figures. I am always being drowned or burned alive. I can't move- It engulfs me. Once when I broke free literally was gagging as if I was coughing up water. It's very unnerving. It always starts out as if I'm actually awake and go to lay down or leave the house- and then everything begins to warp as I'm frozen in my tracks and either water or fire takes over, everywhere. I'm not afraid of either element either so I don't honestly know what my mind is doing.

Hi! You can all me Elle or whatever I suppose. I came over here from a slightly active gothwire, I will be on both sites for the forseeable future. I hope everyone is having a lovely day. I'm a mom who dyes her hair, wishes she had copious tattoos, and frequently head bangs in cars. I'm mostly deaf due to all the concerts I attended in my youth. ^.^ Whoops!