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I wasn't calling everyone out! By the way. Surprised by the reaction! I know we don't know each other. I was talking about someone specific! How things were manipulated. I rather get back with my ex boyfriend. Maybe I was little bit anxious didn't explain well enough! No bad vibes on the people who have no idea who I am. Thank you! And I will be going for better myself after last six years!

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When someone shows you who they are (or how much or little they care about you), it's usually best to believe it based on what they actually do vs the story you tell yourself about it. He's in his 30s and so his personality is already pretty much set.

This is a real issue, because for some reason people instead of choosing to uplift themselves to your higher vibration, almost always choose to put an effort to have you meet them at their lower vibrations. And by the way those people are only there because they choose so and like it. They might be the ones better off financially, better off in many other areas than you, but still stay on lower vibrations of fear, greed, anger, gossip, shame etc. I tried too hard to bring some of them up, in the end they end up despite you as you don't fit in their sad view of the world.Maybe one day I will learn how to be a better uplifter, but right now I just rather be alone than in certain social circles.seeing things for exactly what they are!

The Secret Garden. ✨ Most of it was a dream, and still, all of it had been real. My mind razed with intense, confusing emotion. You have made a place in my heart where I thought there was no room for anything else. Everything felt so soft and happy. It was indulgent, it was excessive, it was exactly what I wanted. Thin black smoke began to seep out from between Bazög's parted fangs as he breathed heavy. It moans in the trees; did you hear it? He was tall, taller than me or any human I had ever met. ........................................ We believe in the freedom to love who we choose to love. I can sense when my breath is deep inside of you 🔥 An airy castle that I can almost see. He blew a long stream of fire to one side and then said with a growl, "You will become a queen." After another burst of flame he added, "And I will become stronger."You are here, now, and things will be different, this time." I added. He carried the weight of the world on his shoulders alone.🔥🖤🔥 His wings ruffled in the chilly air, shivering in his tarnished copper scales as he traced over the single gold and silver scales. 🌙 Bazög. He brought his clawed hand out of the lava, taking a fair amount of the molten rock to rub over his chest. You must come to me. Lie down upon the soft grass of this hillside." My own special place away from my troubles where magical things happen. He looked exactly like a dragon who was ready to die. There was a slightly awkward silence for several seconds as the two of us looked at each other. Being comforted by a concerned dragon companion. His back rose higher than most horses and those massive wings remained folded and close. It is where Death is; It is where Life is. 🌙 The air was still, tense. I sit here reflecting on the love in my heart. The less any interest is shown, then the more likely I’m ultimately bound to stay away. I think very deeply; I’ve always done so, ever since I can remember. I wore the elegant (and quite comfortable) robes of my rightful position as a woman with pride. He was undying loyal, and I had always admired him for that. I mounted him and his massive wings beat on either side of me, stirring up dust and rocks. We took off, and his flowing mane trailed along in the wind. My heart was pounding in my chest. Watching his musculature shift with each minute movement was hypnotizing. "All this is yours if you just let me kiss you." if you let me kiss you, I will make you even more beautiful and more powerful." It’s been some while, and goodness knows, I’m very much aware of this! Sometimes the fight is everything. The dead arise from the grave of my past places, ready to fight. They bind me in shackles and they throw away the keys. The nature of trauma is that it makes us run away from ourselves.

That's alright thanks for the help! I wasn't sure where it was. I am still trying to get used to the forum.. X

I am so filled with emotion about what just happened. "What you have given me is the most profound experience I can imagine.

Kidnapped by aliens. The quiet pulsing noise always heard in the background was loud here. Earth will still be there. A nurse placed a device which had about two dozen heads on it against my upper arm and pulled a trigger. That would be wrong of us to kidnap you for our own benefit and then keep you on our planet for the rest of your life." I was suddenly injected with numerous vaccines and supplements. I've got combat training. I want to Believe. 👽 It felt so real, so unlike a dream. It was blistering up here, reaching temperatures high enough to vaporise water. I had to be reasonable with myself, though - I was human again. Which, to be honest, explained a lot of things about my life.I could feel the soreness dissipate from my joints. She had no hair, instead a smooth skull with more gray-white eyes dotting the temples and crown. "You know I hate your kind. And don't consider lying to me. You know I hate your kind.]Now, if you don't answer me, I'm not going to help you, I am simply going to eat you. Maybe my mistake was blinking? There was no way to rationalize this. There were three tall creatures standing above me. The pain started to ramp up again. It is hard to deceive someone or pretend when your entire body gives you away. It changed quite uncontrollably with their emotions and moods. They were simply wild. He hovered behind one of them. He looked insane, capable of anything. Much taller than any human. And he had a manic smile to match. It felt different than human skin somehow, and very warm. There was no point in resisting. His very warm fingers. . This explains a lot. "He's waiting for the medicine to take its true effect. The feeling in his chest didn't go away.There was no choice now. I had played with them, licked them and bitten and kissed them, but for some reason there was something more to it this time; remembered as a sex-symbol for years. It tastes great going down, but it's gonna fuck you up later. I just held on for dear fucking life. The way you breed, you can become the dominant life form in a matter of months.

https://gofund.me/811ff0df Life destroyed and lost everything. I'm sharing for a friend.

This is the most depressing dream, I have ever had. The rain was unrelenting, beating against the house ferociously. I remember when I was trapped in here and everything was starting to go dark, I remember just hearing them, their cries of pain, a distant feeling of suffering. The darkened bricks of the house were covered with crawling ivy. Everything was dark. Ominous. A naked dark elf, skin crawling with acid-green tattoos of serpentine blades and skulls, left a writhing bundle on the sheets and stepped into the light. Another the shiniest of gold treasures. His tail came last and he rose to his feet. He's nine foot tall, black hair, hazel eyes, short trimmed beard and a toned build. The space was large enough that even at nine foot five there was still some space between the top of his head and the ceiling. A strong jawline covered in a well manicured beard and mustache. And shadow thrills. The moon shines through the storm. Torches illuminated a few sets of elaborate dark elven weaponry, slender swords, serrated daggers and angular bucklers, hanging from the walls while a sturdy desk stood besides a large, octagonal sand pit. A type of sleep where things happen: nasty, bizarre, feral relationships with an unseen partner, a fantasy that can't be controlled. I remember the days of shifting to be a werewolf, how it felt, what I had to do. As he began to move, he approached me. I thought long and hard about it. I could die tomorrow, and he wouldn't notice. I've had this idea in my head for a while. I finally pulled my gaze from the ceiling and looked him in the eye. I don't want to lose this feeling, even though I have to. In the back of my mind. I feel it's intense now. Thinking it was Meant to be, Or that we have some Kind of special Meaning. And now the world Doesn’t feel Right. My body floods with endorphins.

it must. As a blissful dark dream. People sit in the doorways, gathered in small groups; young children, women, a few men, limbs thin, faces drawn, bellies distended, skin drawn tight across their skulls with dark eyes peering out at me, looking for the bit of hope that I can bring them.All these accidents! I can still remember a point in my life, long ago, when life was happy. Then came the day that everything changed… turn around and walk back into the small village. A child steps from a doorway and walks over to me. Her mouth is toothless. She reaches out and touches the triangle hanging down from my neck. She only stares at me. Her hair has fallen out in patches. She has no tongue. Still her eyes shine. As I breathe out I see my breath drifting from my lips. I see the shadow stretch out over me, my shadow swallowed by it. She stares at me and says nothing. And she was gone... My skin has broken into goose bumps, cooled by the oppressive shadow. There was electricity in the air, the scent of building rain, and the morning sun overwhelmed by the approaching storm. The icy rain swept the ferry roughly. The lands and buildings lay in ruins, scattered rubble, gnarled and twisted trees. My body was trapped between the gap of the cliff. I did not have a choice. The climb seemed to last an eternity. I stop as a shadow drifts over me, blocking the sun. There he stood at the pulpit. He stepped onto the stone floor, his feet thudding loudly in the silence of the cliff. The demon smiled into the coming clouds, feeling the heaviness of the air, the promise that had been building long before the sun had set the night before. The Demon smiled, revealing his perfect white teeth. That's when things started to go wrong for me. His volcanic ash had spewed forth from his body, empowering himself from deep at the core of the planet. The night, he realized, was full of promise after all. A foreseeable outcome, he was prepared for. You don't have to speak. ††† All I want is just to be loved, † There he is! He sees me, and he's got that look on his face! He looked bad. I am a victim of all of your fears... † The entrance had even been boarded up; to make sure that none would have the opportunity to sneak down here. I just want to fulfill my desires, And have you hold me tight in your arms... † I can hear my own heartbeat. It pulses through my ribcage and I can feel it in my wrists as I hug myself tightly. † You would think that he'd have realized when the screaming stopped that she'd died. † The place where old memories die. That shatters even the strongest of minds. † Let It be it needs to be. To complete your reality. A truly deadly act. You can tell by eyes. There's no need. To act surprised. †You know That I adore you. So, don't make me say it". An hour....only an hour until, I climbed up the cliff. The new world was waiting on the other side. It was a bad day to be on the other side. Beneath us, fireballs exploded across the ground. Swords clashed, sparking off each other, blood sprayed my face, and I kept running straight towards the light. Everywhere I looked, the old world bled away. It would be over soon. The echoing clang seemed to drown out the world around us. I kept running towards the light. magic spells and flashing blades ended lives.I froze...fucking froze... When he grabbed me. I was up high. Above everything.I looked for an escape. The leathery wings broke shimmered in the fire with the liquid running off them. My heart pounded, knowing I was at this evil creature's mercy."I have plans for you." I tried to wiggle away from him, but he firmly dug his claws into my thighs, holding me in place and sending pain into my body. He gripped my hips, spun me over, and spread my ass cheeks."You know exactly what I'm going to do to you." The gooey liquid acted as a far better lubricant than it should have. Surprisingly, a certain desire started to form inside me, a feeling to be ravaged and filled with this demon's cock. His tail twitched playfully as he stretched, the movement only accentuating the stillness of his rapidly engorging member. The demon's voice broke into my thoughts "You're starting to enjoy this human," he taunted. The thought of the demon releasing everything into me excited me to my core.

When someone treats you like you're just one of many options, help narrow their choice by removing yourself from the equation. Sometimes you have to try not to care, no matter how much you do. Because you can mean almost nothing to someone who means so much to you. It's not pride, it's self respect. Don't give part-time people a full-time position in your life. Know your value and what you have to offer, and never settle for anything less than what you deserve 💯