NikkiAngelus

"I may be love's bitch, but at least I'm man enough to admit it." - Spike

No. I'd like to think so, but realistically there's only the void of cosmos. Everything else is either made up or temporary.

Left, right. Doesn't matter. Both are practically right-wing in the US. Both worship money over human rights. Only the other side hates gays and the other hates them less. The other wants more guns, the other doesn't. Those are the only differences, otherwise they're the same. It really doesn't matter who you vote for in that hell hole.

"Rules are like hearts: Meant to be broken."

Lex Luthor, Ra's Al Ghul, The Joker. Not necessarily in that order. Oooh! Also Talia Al Ghul is a great one.

Subconsciously taller girls bother me thanks to the standards instilled by our society. Consciously I strive to not giving a shit.

11 hours ago, Trappernicus said:

Regardless

Regardless of how you perceive yourself; you have a nasty mean spirited attitude. Really, you need to take a chill pill. 🦊

Believe it or not, I'm actually a very... Uhh... Well, not agreeable, but... Not easy-going either, more like a likably angry person in... Well, person. It's the lack of smileys that makes me come off as more rude than I actually am. Make of that whatever you will.

51 minutes ago, Trappernicus said:

So if you don’t subscribe to any kind f the current expressions of Goth culture; so how can someone tell your even a Goth? Not by your clothes. Not by your social network. Maybe by ha5 you talk about? Sounds like you’re a clandestine Goth. 🦊

I don't know and I don't care. I identify with the goth aesthetic, collect all kinds of "gothy" stuff in my apartment, like dark colors et cetera. I just refrain from going overboard in dressing like one. I don't feel the need to waste my money on white face paint and overpriced Demonia platforms. Goth originates from punk. Buying overpriced shit doesn't sound at all too punk to me.

I have no intention of buying any overpriced goth brands in order to "look like a goth". I'm a million times more goth than most brats in the malls or wherever they hang out nowadays and I actually know the roots of the culture pretty well. Thus I dare to say that I'm a goth.

About two weeks ago, I had a bit of a nervous breakdown and distanced myself from music. My own and everyone else's. After recovering, I've been really enjoying this one. Also got my creative spark back which is really nice.

Not normally, but I got invited to a Halloween party. Time to dig out my vampire teeth.

These dudes are criminally underrated musicians. Especially the guitarist and the keyboardist.

On 10/10/2021 at 7:58 AM, Trappernicus said:

Sadly people over 60 are not into roll playing or cosplay. So I'm really bored these days. 🦊

Do you have any tabletop clubs near your area? We have a couple in my city, but I just find the idea of playing DnD with strangers unpleasant. I don't know why, but it's kinda intimate to me.

9 hours ago, Trappernicus said:

I haven’t played in ages as well. Nobody my age is interested in the game. 🦊

It's a shame, really. How hard it is to find right-minded people. Then of course committing to a campaign is getting harder and harder with age.

Consoles became pretty much obsolete after the dawn of multi-platform titles. Be that as it may, I've been a Playstation guy since forever. I prefer it over PC. Comfort reasons.

Perhaps I'm getting more and more cynical with age, but new games suck. They've released only a handful of good games this year. The ones that come to mind are Dragon Ball Z: Kakarot and... Wait... Red Dead Redemption is older. Scratch that. Be that as it may, I'm a little excited for Gotham Knights and have low expectations for the upcoming Hogwarts game.

I think I'm a little old for actual celebrity crushes.

...Be that as it may, I wouldn't turn down a one night stand with Nicola Peltz. She's hot and filthy rich. What's not to like?

I desperately hope that "The Batman" won't completely suck. My expectations are incredibly low, though.

They're preaching about the end of times every other time. Been there, done that.

Taurus. May 1st. I fail to see how that's relevant, though.

21 hours ago, Trappernicus said:

Really? Seriously? You can drive your car in public without being vulgar. Unless of course your car has photos of your penis on it. That crosses the lines of so many social standards and mores that it's deemed just self indulgent and vulgar. Is that the world you live in?

Just messing with you, man. I don't have any particular needs to expose myself. I don't care if someone else does, though. And sadly, I don't have any sisters. I do have a younger brother, however.

My favorite Batman used to be Kevin Conroy, but I think Bruce Greenwood surpassed him for me on Young Justice. Conroy is a bit more aggressive and emotionally stunted as to where Greenwood's portrayal is more sane and functional while also keeping this commanding, stoic presence to him. He's arguably a little less violent and more dignified than Kevin is.

2 hours ago, Trappernicus said:

Why would you even ask such a question? Do you want to post that sort of thing? If so, there are social platforms where you can post to your hearts (or dicks) delight. This is a Gothic Social Platform. Not a vulgar self gratifying platform. 🦊

Now now, I don't see anything vulgar in pride of ownership. It's not that different from showing a picture of your car.

Being from Finland, HIM was absolutely massive when I was growing up. Thus every single band tried to rip off their sound with varying results. Evanescence was somewhat similar to them and I remember really liking them. This was during M(usic)TV's deathbed. By the time I was a teenager, about ten years after Fallen, I grew to love the band. I'm not necessarily as devoted to them as I used to be anymore, but I consider myself a fan of Amy Lee's music. Also their new record was surprisingly good. Jen Majura's guitar solo on Yeah Right is fantastic. She's a fierce player.

Overall a good band.

The most toxic person in my life is probably myself. I consider myself a reasonably nice, good person, but I have some serious character flaws. Pride, stubbornness, short temper, hypocrisy. I'm overly demanding of other people on things that I allow for myself. Said traits are also strengths when kept in check. I'm somewhat entrepreneurial and very goal-oriented. I'm just not necessarily too nice about said goals. I tend to appreciate being direct over sugar-coating stuff. Same goes for receiving feedback. I can't stand being told what to do or receiving personal insults, but efficient and direct communication is the key. If I'm expected to work for you, I want direct instructions.

Wow. That was many "directs" in way too few sentences...

When it comes to fear-mongering, media does that concerning everything. I think the smartest approach is to look at the headlines with a clear head. Actively resisting said fear-mongering is also short-sighted, because I think there's a seed of truth hidden somewhere in the headlines. You just have to use your brain a little.