I've been here before. Yikes. There was a time when i lost all those friends, but in my terms. I decided to cut everyone off. I realized they weren't real friends, all they did was contribute to my depression and put me down, and when i would confide things in them, thinking they would give me advice or be able to just lend a shoulder, I learned they would just gossip or tell other people I was annoying. I am FINALLY making / meeting new people who encourage me to be my best! Fuck those people dude! Sometimes we have to be alone and at the bottom to lift ourselves back up, then we learn not to take shit from anyone. And new, better people come into our lives 🙂 And screw that guy! Hugs & keep your head up!!!